Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Boomboomboom

JULIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I still wanna audition monday if you're up for it :)
We could practice a bit before or a bit after passion play?

-Eka

Monday, February 6, 2012

sorry julia

fuck my o she wont let me go to the party-.- she better at elast let me get my ears pierced! ill ahve to rethink next time ti wanna go to a party...
sorry julia i cant come, she told me to tell u to stop thinking about it she doesnt want me there

-Elena
ps i probs wont b reading many posts this week, cuz so much to study and shit to do, but i promise this weekend ill catch up:)

I AM DYING

HAHAHAHAHA THIS KID IS MY IDOL HAHAHAHAHA.

-Eka

Sunday, February 5, 2012

ATL contest entries

They haven't announced an official date to when entering closes or to when they pick the winners, but the tour starts this Thursday, so I suggest you enter before that :)

-Eka

love is enough

I am exploring music that i don't know and I really like this song by days difference
When it feels like life is crashing down
You're lost and waiting to be found
Love is enough, love is enough
When you're in the darkest cloud around
Watchin' raindrops falling to the ground
Love is enough, love is enough

I believe you have to give more than you take
I believe with all my heart anything's possible

Love is enough, love is enough
And I still forget it, yeah I still forget it sometimes

When you take a look inside yourself
You wish that you were someone else
Love is enough, love is enough

You're all alone, there's nothing left
You're losing hope with every breath
Love is enough, love is enough


Just believe that nothin's gonna stand in your way
Just believe with all your heart anything's possible

Love is enough, love is enough
And I still forget it, yeah I still forget it sometimes
I believe you have to give more than you take
I believe with all my heart anything's possible
Love is enough, love is enough
Love is enough, love is enough

-Sekoya


Saturday, February 4, 2012

Pessimism, Optimism, Realism, Idealism, Ignorance, Knowledge

Pessimists see the glass half empty. Optimists see the glass half full. Realists see things in literal truth and pragmatism, or more grounded on reality. Idealist practice envisioning things in an ideal form, or in simpler term aiming for perfection.
I researched this subject so in the following text I'll be stealing peoples info to form my own opinion and pretty much talk about these personality types.

I've noticed while researching that there are an equal amount of pessimists, optimist, realist and idealist. Realism and pessimism are often put together as are optimism and idealism. I am an optimist and an idealist. I think its a pretty good mix cause the flaw of idealism is that reality always comes like a slap in the face, but optimism kinda counters that slap in the face cause i'll always look on the bright side of things so i wont be hurt by reality.

The flaw of realism is that you'll never aim for your full potential. The flaw of pessimism is that you'll be freaking depressed. The flaw of idealism is that your dreams will often be crushed.

I was having trouble finding the flaw for optimism. cause even though they will aim too high they are never brought down. they are very happy cause a failure is never there fault in there minds. they'll ALWAYS look on the positive side.
a young man decides to become a stand-up comic. His friends think he's nuts, but he's an optimist. Because he thinks he has a chance, he keeps trying. And because he keeps trying, his chances keep increasing. True, he runs into obstacles, but he's an optimist, so hurdles are seen not as objects of fear or frustration, but as puzzles in need of a solution. Because of his positive attitude, he doesn't give up. And do you know what happens to people who don't give up? They reach their goal! Now repeat in your mind the same scenario, but with a pessimist. What do you think the pessimist's chances of success are?
so these people will be very happy. However they will often be self delusional. cause they'll think everything is okay or everything will work out but it won't. So this kinda leads back to the debate of ignorance. is it good or bad?
''This self-delusion has been found to be healthy, resulting in more success, better health and longer lie than those who are actually realistic!'' http://www.futurevisions.org/Law_pessm_opt.htm

its weird i still dont really know what i thinl about ignorance (bliss) vs knowledge (power)... I'll get back to that debate later

balance is whats important in this situation but I'm still not sure whats better...
well i think being pessimistic is bad so thats out of the picture. Being a realist can be smart and you wont get as hurt, but you'll never show your full potential. being an idealist makes you an easy target so you'll get hurt, but you'll be aiming for excellence so it could end well. being an optimist is healthy, but makes you self-delusional. so i guess its about finding a balance between realism, idealism and optimism. I kow its all about BALANCE but I still wanna form more of an opinion on this.

I'm still not done with this text but i am for now. I'll get back to this later. Let me know what you guys think
-Sekoya




Hands by Jewel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk0bKfC8XSE

this is the song sara will be singing at the passion play...the last song. I really like it. I find its a ''julia'' song and it would actually be appropriate for that thing at school erika. so maybe you would like to consider this song.
anyways I really like these hopeful kind of songs

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
...
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
...
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

And I've randomly been obssessing over the I can go the distace song from Hercules. another hopeful song
I'll be there some day
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
I will go most anywhere
To feel like I belong

-Sekoya

I won't give up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdN5GyTl8K0&ob=av2e
I really like this song...
''I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up''

...
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

-Sekoya

Friday, February 3, 2012

Hipster.

I got complimented on my singing today by Yi Ming :P it was nice hearing that from a "stranger"...
Hehe, made me quite happy. Especially because I was singing Jasey Rae, not a very common song. EPIC. But Kathy was singing too so maybe, he actually liked hers only or something xD I don't knoooow.

I'm going to share random tumblr stuff now:
he looks a lot like Feli here (the face).
me likey.
be proud people;)

Okaaaay, I should sleep now! Goodnight aaaaand....

-Eka

PS: Van, i am planning to comment on your post tomorrow (later today) :)

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

math+crying=me?

alright so i was talking with my mom about what math to take next year, then after dad comes... my om had first asked if it was true he said he wanted me to go into the harder one again enxt year, and he was hesitating but in the end said yes. then this whole thing starts... starts saying all this stuff, making me feel liek shit adn pissed off...
if teacher thinks u dont work hard its cause u dont
u dont pay attention
u shud get 100s
were oaying more we want more
yeah so 50 to 70 is not more hun?
and guess waht!? he changed the fucking arrangement fucking AGAIN! :D -.- next time im getting it in writting cuz now hes like u need 70 80 in math, bfor he 60-65 now 75-80! really?-.- and oh if i fail anything else too that was added last time! im fucking fed up with him changing the deal-.- and like i was in a good mood in the bus and then bam! lets ruin it!
then i find myself there listening to his crap and about to cry, dont know why-.-
so listening in class = 100s in exam, so i apparently dont listen! :)
i talk very calmly to him when he says i dont work or whatever but he just gets mad i guess-.-
and now listening to simple plan not fully recovered from downstairs but i have to go back for supper-.-
im now thinking imma take the easier math, do better adn then i might understand everything,..then if later i happen to need it ill take a extra class.
first dad had said i shud do harder math, mom was suprised when i mentioned that today, then mom was leading for easier math, then at end he actually said its my decision

anyways i didnt have much time to blog cuz i had supper but iv calmed down now:)
haha at supper dad said i want u to get good notes, if not therer will b consequences, but ill still if orget the word he used, of you -.- shut the fuck up please:)
yup i just wish he wud fuck off soemtiems:)

blah so yeah i dont ahve time to blog i gotta go do homework and decide what math... i think imma take easier one... and au pire ill take ts later on maybe if i need it... i dont need intence math for graphic artist but i dont even know for sure what imma b....-.-
i just wish i cud know my end year notes in math... it wud help me out to decide... but also if i take easier math then ido better ill get abetter moyenne!:D instead of it bringing it down...


-Elena