another day with J... :S

so i met up with J at blockbusters, then went to wal mart then went to his house:P we watched the harrold and k movie #2, it was funny! we cuddled... <3 and at teh end of the movie it was just pitch blacka nd i wastn talkking then hes like whats wroung? and im like nothng hes like ur not talming lalbal anyways ya and then we go make kd and ate, we hugged a lot:P at one point iw as sitting on the table cu its kinda high in a way and then he comes and hugs me:P so we eat and i take 4ever eating :O then we go downstairs and no lights r on when were in the room and im like where r u? XD then hes leaning on the couch sitting and i like fall on top of him in a way and then after i move and ehs like WOAH im like what? hes like it seemed like u were about to kiss me, and im justlike umm::P so waht does that meen? blanche adn alex get there at like 9 and i had to elave at 10 -.- so blacnhe stayed adn is watching the movie with em. when we were watching the movie they were in the chouch and me&J on the floor ontop of bbig couchins, then im cuddling and i have my head on his chest adn i close my eyes- so tired- and at one point Js like u guys can cuddle make out whate v ur alowed here:) and then they dont really move l8er he says it agian and then blanche moves closer and ale outs his arm around her:P then of course my mom ring the bell we didnt hear it but wehn his mom flashes lights we get the point:P so then i go up and my mo goes out the front door me the garage and every1 follows:P then i ask my mom to help me put my bike in the car cuz i was just staring at it then blanche adna lex put it in :D omg when blanche came then she was like look what i have while pointing in ur purse, and im like what does she ahve, i thought she had a condom but it was just a keychainLOL,

and then i hug J last::P i kinda waited for my mom to look away cuz she was staring then she goes onith e car i hug him and then whne i get in the car my mom was like y were u hiding, im like i wasnt then shes like was he kissing u goodbye or seomthign?? im liker noo ...XDXD

so basically i ahd fun:P i was there 5 hours:P a couple time when wed b cuddling and he wud tickle me so i wud look at him or seomthing or other tiems it semeed like he was going to kiss me :s i must b going crazy S: and we decide to play a ''trick'' i dont no waht to call it, on B&A, we were on the couch lying down but i had my back to him, then wehn there comming to us i turn towards him and we put the blanket on us and ya then alex was like eeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhh hahaha it was funyXD

at the end of the firwst movie i was lie ok imma get up to get lightzs on vcuz im falling asleep:S nd eh kept pulling me back towards him:p and i froget what i said but hes answer for seomthing was in my pants, i was lik um ok:P

honnestly, i just wish he wud have kissed me....

right now im tired so imma go sleepbut i wish i didnt leave his house so i cud fall asleep in his amrs :P

ok ya havent ahd a crush like this b4 :S

imma miss him :/

i had a couple times that i was acting weird cuz i was tired:p like laughing way to much for something tinny and yaaa

-slushies-

Chill time with the boys

So today i met up with J, he was 15 min late, so i was doing a handstand, then the pont and then getting back up. then when i met him hes like wheres alex, im ike i tryed asking him b4 he wasnt on fb just bs, then he calls him and hes like come in 20 min, and im like y 20? hes like to make it seem im not here yet, anyways then he takes my fliflops -.- i have to go over the fence to get em thrn when i do we start to walk he wnated to, then hes like y r we walking? XD so we go back to the park, we go on the swings, then we play 2 turths 1 lie, and talk :) i was happy cuz i wanted us to talk more and we did cuz alex was 1 hour late:P then when alex comes we go to our bikes and bike to tim hortens , J gets a box of timbits and drinks for us. then i eat 2 cuz i didnt really like that kind:P and then since he was infront of me, alex bside him, then we play with pennies like the hockey and other games, then we leave and we start talkigna bout harry potter then Js like u guys wanna come over and watch a movie, he calls and asks him mom then i call and ask my mom and shes sais yes OMG so we bike to his place, kinda long bike ride:P so we get to his house and he pushed me on his couch, then try to put a huge ccouchin on me and im like kicking and then he tells alex to tickle my feat adn then i kick him obvc and he falls on the floor and a talbe thing brakes :S:S:S then he goes upstairs cuz alex cut himself XD so then ... they comes back down stars and hes like wanna watch good luck chuck, im like ive seen it but ok, then hes like how aobut soemthing else so we watch that! so then i was just kinda standing in the dark while he puts the dvd in and im really hot:p then at first i sit then alex goes betweeen us then like kicks me,a nd it hurt :S then i get up and theres room in the middle of em and Js like here come bside me:P so i ended up ahving my head on his arm cuz he had his arm over me, if u get what i mean :P l8er on he had his hand like dangling but it was kinda close to my boob so i jsut hold on to his hnad in a way:P and hes like if u wanna hld my hand just ask:P i stay quiet:P then after at one point he was tickling my other hand, it was cute:P and then we played the thunmb wars thing:P i was pretty good:P and ya it wasf un, then the movies over and his like lets go to blockbusters and get teh second one:P and im like itslate, ill call my mom adn at that momemtn she calls and i ahve to leave :(

-and J made like a couple of ''sex jokes'' , ya...

-and then going back home with alex he mentioned to oyu and alex r hitting it off? i was like huu what? hes like he had his arm around u.... XD adn i told him hes now busy on wed.

- nad at one point me&J were close:P

so nwo im watchign a movie and IM HUNGRY!!!

ya and i find it funnny how i write all this down, dont no why... :O<

-the SLush with skittles drinker-

at the park today :)

so when i got home i called Jeremy and he was like ya nows a good time, so we go to the park, i was obviously there first :P i was waiting in the slide then we found each other, then he comes up the slide i try to push him downa dn then we kinda just went down the slide:P he didnt feel like walking so we looked for shade.... we go bhind the challet:P then we go in a tree but i didnt go high, so he comes back down lower to be near me, and starts throwing tree at me.. then he gets off so i get off too, he attemmps to climb a tree but cant. then hes like lets sit, and sits, so i go infront of him and he pullls me down. so i was sitting in front of him, and then l8er he was en idian, and i forget how btu then im sitting on him, like legs around his back... on his feet:P and we were just talking, and then throwing grass down my shirt :P and he was tickling me a lot::P and at one point im putting grass down his shirt, but hes allergic:P not that much but ya, and then he was playing in my hair at hone point= soooo relaxedXD and then i put my clip in his hair and he kept it there for a while. L8er we had our hands crossed, i guess u cud say... and he has small fingers:P and he put a grass as a ring one me:P ans then he realises he has to go, and hes like i dont wanna go.... then we get up and he held me up, i cant explain threw words:P then he gets his bike i go with, then we gt my bike and he bikes me home :) but he stops just b4 the circle:P he read my mind :S then hes like i want a hug, he gets off his bike, pause, i get off mine, pause he opens his arm, pause, i open mine, pause:P then i go give him a hug, and hes like i knew u wud comeXD gives me a huge hug:P then he leaves after asking how to get back....

i get inside, i felt like i was being watched wehn he left, and i c my mom, im like how was ur day, then after shes like was that jeremy that left.. -.- im like ya, and shes like i jsut wanna no who ur hanging out with, thats the short version:P

omg i left out a part, so when he was walking to get his bike, he puts his arm around my shoulder, i put my hand around his waist, then hes like i feel drunk, and then he mentioned soemthing, i dont no if he was drunk or not :S but he didnt seem it b4...:P i hopehe wasnt, but anyway, then there stairs in front of us, like u can go under them, and hesw like i bet i can make it if i duck, but u wont, and it was either then or just b4 he said that that he like kinda moved my face towards him, and i thought he was going to kiss me :S like he seemed like he was thinking it, but as u can imagine we didnt XD

and at one point when i was sitting on him he started writting with a stick on my leg, first he wrote hi person, then i cudnt tell at first but then he wrote LOVE, XD and another time i still had my legs around his back, but i was lying back on the ground, and then he says imma put this stick in ur underwear, thatd b funny, then he tickles me so im lying down and he puts it in my underewear -.- :P then i throw the stick away..........., another time i had grass on my shorts while i was lying down, and he starts taking it off..... then i move cuz it was getting awkward :P

and at one point lying down i realize my shirt was low, kinda like my bra was showing so i fix it and hes like nah i liked it better the other way, or he said he cud have left it

we had a staring contest... i tihnk:P and we were close a lot cuz the position we were in:P

and at one pooint i mentioned his eyes, btw they r gorgeous! <3 dark blue,

and he noticed my nails:P he was liek they r purple, and noticed my earrings, cuz he wrote witht he stick on my shoulder, so he moved my hair away:P and he wrote on my chest, like he started drawing a star, i stop him but l8er he continued :P

and he was like can u touch ur toes, and i leaned over him and touched, so ya hes liek ur flexible:P

and at one point when i was lying down hee try to tickle my tummy, like he pulled up my shirt a lil and i was staring at him, and he wasnt looking at my tummy, then i was tickled ish, so that was funny:P but when he tryed to lift the shirt higher, i puklled it down, i was taking control! :d :P

at one point he was like itd b funny if alex was here....

so thats all i ahve to say for now

btw blanche wants to go on a date with alex, hey that wud sooooooooooo work out for me! get him off my back :P

but blanche and i r very different,when it comes to boys:P

3 days tell summer

so we had 1 day of exams yesterday, and then l8er iw as chatting with nathan and he was giving me the hole pity thing -.- he needs to get a life:P

and then i found out what was on Js mind,his ex (the one the they broke up with cuz she was moving) and she wants to go on a cruise, and he wa like ide like to spend a week with her, but i like going on cruise when i dont no anyone, and i dont no her parents that well..... and im like u wanna get back with her? and hes was like i dont spend enough time with her to wanna get back.;.....

and then im like u gotta make it up for not comming to the fireworks, imm like come too the july 1 ones, and hes like i ahve scouts thing the day after, but hes gonna ask his mom, he said that hed want to though... and then i mention how thi friday i need to find someone for laronde and hes busy, then he says whataya doing today, im ike school:P but were gonna hang out after, but he has to leave at 5:30, but thats good with me....:P

btw i have confirmed to ekadog person, that i do like J <3

-the slush with skittles drinker-

What she said...

She just called be acting bitchy, unfriendly, selfish, hypocrite .... -.-

-slushs rule :D

lalala :)

So yaa for kirkland day comming up this weekend, i asked gaby early this morning and she said that she wants to come, and prob willl but will let me know, and she wnats to meet A&J ... im thinking that imma not ask them, and c if they ask me...:P going to do homework now -.-

Alice.....

Well hello again! So im back here because my head is spinning. About what exatly, well Alice. Yes i know that means a lot but imma start off with friday. We went to the park last friday and talked... She said that she felt used at my birthday party so then that ment she has no true friends. She hurt me last time when she told me all that on msn. Then at the park, after we talked a bit, we started talking like we used to, about bikinis and boys. I told her about Nathan asking me out, and about me meeting Alex&Jeremy. Know i dont know if i regret it. I dont know how i want it to be between us. I know for sure that i dont wanna be her friend anymore... Today when i got to the bus she was with Blanche, she never stays with her, she normally just goes in the frist bus and m& everyone else goes in the 3 bus. the other people could always just take the bus with her is they wanted to but its not just me, for exemple, Kristen said that she hasnt liked Alice for a while now, and Blanche des but not that much, today she was talking about some party thing she wants to do, and she was namming peeps and she mentioned me but did not talk about alice comming.....

So we could be like normal in the bus, like talk but then she will know about my life cause i talk to kristen and aude mostly and blanche when she listens towhat i have to say:P but i dont know that i want herin my life and know.... well im done thinking about htat for now, talked about it with Gaby at lunch :)

Part 2 of b4 :P

So ya i basically dont no how i feel about jeremy becuz im not really thinking about that:P just more about the time spent together...

he has cute eyes, and isnt shorter then me :D and is blonde, a cute blonde, has braces:P

but thats just facts, nothing more:P

ill keep you update about me :)

-The Slush With Skittles Dirker-

Miracle

I can actually stand Justin Bieber's That Should Be Me. Miracles truly do happen. Hahahaha.
-Ekaaaa

My life since march,whats on my mind :)

btw eka it put a smile on my face seing our new pic :P

So its been since like March i havent been on here... i forgot about it! :s

So why am i on it now? because something obviously on my mind:P Imma talk about it soon, but first a lot has happened since March. I have gone threw a lot with a new old friend, but ive been happier with her out of my life. I cant say to her face thats its just who she is that has bugged me but tis true. but thats not what imma talk about:P So last saturday i made 2 new friends at the scouts.... 2 boys:P So first i was following my brother because i didnt knw anyone there, i though nathan would be there, since he likes me, and yes he asked me out threw msn -.- , so we were at the table but i was bord so im like sean lets go outside, so we go and then peeps come out too:P i was playing music on my x-mini, and then they were like u dont ahve any good music, then i was jsut chilling with them. that day, at first i thought i kinda liked Alex cuz he was the one more to want me there and more gentleman:P but i didnt know them so i cant say anything:P I was with em for a good 4 hours. I had ltos of fun, we hangout in the park but then when i called erika i passed my minutes :s i felt really bad about that but now im ok :)

then during the week, monday night i stayed up tell 1 chatting with Jeremy :S tuesday night stayed up tell 1 chatting with alex, adn then wednesday night tell 1 chatting with both:S so iw as pretty tired after all that:P

Then on friday i talked to alice, didnt change much, but it ended us talking like nothing happened, but we r still not friends cuz thats how i want it :D Then erika comes over and we meet up with alex & jeremy :) at first we were int he park, and it was arkward :P then we went for a walk and it was better, we had a flower fight and that was funny! J got some in my pants -.- and then we walked back home, and i give J a hug and he hang on a bit:P then A a hug, and then J sprays me with water down my shirt -.- LOL, and me&eka walk home, she wud b more into A and me more into J which works out well XD but i dont think.....

I was worried about A liking me, cuz he remidns me of alex, and like jsut someone that has a crush on me but desnt no me, like.....

Then saturday i slept in tell 11, so my day got started late, while i was making a pizza thing i started playing bubble struggle 2, cuz my dad was on the TVadn it didnt lok good what he was watching:P then i continue playing while eating then i continue playing all the way tell level 45 and i couldnt beat it! i tryed and tryed .... i was talking to jeremy at teh same time on fb, and he was doing the bottle drive with the scouts, and i said no one came by my house yet and he asked if we had a lot and i was like 1 bag and 3 cases:P so ya, and then i hear charlie barking and there was J picking up then bottls:P After im like im so brod im playing a vid game on teh comp, hes like wanna do soemthing im like sure:) and he said he dosent like to decide what to do, so i was like ok park, and so i went to teh park with my book, he said he might b a bit late, 30 min late, but i didnt notice cuz i was reading:p when he came i ws on teh phone with my mom and he scared me obviously! XD then we walk over to my old school across the street and he says everytime he sees a dog, he thinks of me:P we ahng out there, we go on teh swings then we head to the basket bakll court with no ball, then i c on over the fence XD so he gets it:P it was a volley ball , we payed basket but omg the net's rims where TERRIBLE the ball never went in:P then i was passing the volley ball, im better with my hands, him his feet:P then he tries to clime a tree but it was a bad tree to climb and im like lets find anyther one, hes like there a forest over there! so we go, and he puts his arm around for a lil bit:P then we just walk, and then we find a tree but i couldnt go high cuz no room, and then he was like um how do i get down, im like the saem way u got up, and hes like ohh i hate hwen peeps say that! :P then he jumps and we walk tell we get to kristens park, and then do some monkey bars, and then he sits ontop of em, so i join! it was high, so not easy but i got up there! and then he gets down but i was comfy so i chill, then i try to get down, and he help me, like i put my hands on his shoulder and ya :P then we chill ontop of a tube thing, then he sits at the bottom of the tunel slide and im at the top, then i go down, and at first im lying down and then i sit up and hes in between my legs, both sitting, and he starts putting sand on my leg, then i put some on his arm, he doenst move so i continue, it was relaxing :P then i whipe it off, hes like thx:P did i mention wehn i was lying down he put sand my shirt ? :Pthen walk out of the park, adn then we go in the field, and turn, like wehn u hold each others ahnds and trun really fast! but then i fell XD Then im like lets go to the next park, so we go to teh ones near super C and christians park, and while going there i c joelle L with her boyfriend :) then we get to the park, he goes to climb up the slide and i start going down:P then were just in the slide beside each other adn we try to read the grafiti:P so one were like umm ok thats a P but whats that? and ok after a heart and then a e, ohhh waiitt he says, its a dick XD then, btw sry i keep sayign then :S so then i had to get a callfrom my mom asking me to get home -.- so we start to go odwn the slide but then hes like can u move ur leg, its between my legs :P so i obv did, but it wasnt easy,we were all stuck:P then we start walking back, and ofcrouse like wehn we were walking b4 he randomly pusses me:P then i was gonna go where my bike was and hes like no come with me then ill come with u:) so he pulls me with him, i was about to ask for a piggyback ride, but i donno didnt:P then he gets his bike i start walking to mine hes like thx for waiting :P then i get my bike, we start biking then we seperate, hes like byee then bikes, then turns and is like wait i didnt get my hug! so he gets off his bike, i get off 1/2 and he gives me the look, so i pull him close for a hug, then he leaves.

I get home eat supper then he goes on skype and im like wanna go tot eh movies? well i didnt say it like that, but thats what it meent. And hes like my mom cant dirve=1/2 blide and sis drunk -.- with ehr ex :P so then my mom gave in and let me go to a 10 oclock movie, and we pick him up:P then we get to teh movies and finally find alex, get our tickets, in lien hes looking in his wallet, and sayign arhgg and stuff:P and then hes like ur paying 4 ur ticket right? im like yes! and him good cuz i dont have money, well i do but not onmy gift cards.... ya that was kinda awkward for me:P then hes like popcorn! im like im not getting anything:) so then we go inside to teh movies and sit in the very back on the very right, J me A, j on the right. And so at first i have my feet up but then a person comes-.- so i put mine on the chair bside, where J ahd his feet:P l8er alex we like y r u more on him? and ya so were watchign trailers, then transformer comes im like omg cant wait!!! and i c abduction = looks good :D adn then were watching the movie, the trailler kinda ruined it 4 me :S and alex at one point put his hang on mine, i had my legs up bent, and my hand ontop.... awkard. and at one point slide his ahnd on my leg, cuz i was en idian, one leg on each of em;:P so then i moved... adn at one point i was leaning on J's legs and i move and his like y did u move? go back! im like l8er:P and i was leaning on J like pretty much the hole movie, at one point our head were leanign on each other cuz he was talking to me:P and at teh end i put my shoes back on, and he takes one shoe -.- alexs like give it back... and l8er he does:P and as were leaving a vid comeson witht eh creadits, so we watch it, ti was part of the movie, and J was like lets stay! and so were just standing there, and then A moves, seems like to get closer to me -.- , and ya then we walk out, no one really threre:P and A leaves to get his bike so i give him a hug bye, and then we see him at teh front again. then i hear my mom honk so we leave and i bring J home, but i didnt get a hug bye cuz my mom was there -.- :P and ya then im home:P

OH i forgot to mention at one point me&J were walking, then he puts his arm around my shoulder again:P and he said something like ur supposed to put ur arm around me back:P so then im like hugging him, exagerated:P then im like like this6 :P and then i just have oenarm around him, like normal:P and ya he mentioned i ahve lots of hair, i was likeummt thx? he was i dont no if that was a compliment:P im lik ok then:P

i had lots of fun with Jeremy:P i dont no what i tihnk of him... i feel like if i wud like him, well he wouldnt feel the same way -.- , but i dontno,

and i have just spent a good hour writting that instead of doing math hm:S

so i guess im done talking for now... tell next time :D

btw im in love with this song:

I'll Be - Edwin McCain

-The Slush with Skittles Drinker-

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