Alice.....

Well hello again! So im back here because my head is spinning. About what exatly, well Alice. Yes i know that means a lot but imma start off with friday. We went to the park last friday and talked... She said that she felt used at my birthday party so then that ment she has no true friends. She hurt me last time when she told me all that on msn. Then at the park, after we talked a bit, we started talking like we used to, about bikinis and boys. I told her about Nathan asking me out, and about me meeting Alex&Jeremy. Know i dont know if i regret it. I dont know how i want it to be between us. I know for sure that i dont wanna be her friend anymore... Today when i got to the bus she was with Blanche, she never stays with her, she normally just goes in the frist bus and m& everyone else goes in the 3 bus. the other people could always just take the bus with her is they wanted to but its not just me, for exemple, Kristen said that she hasnt liked Alice for a while now, and Blanche des but not that much, today she was talking about some party thing she wants to do, and she was namming peeps and she mentioned me but did not talk about alice comming.....

So we could be like normal in the bus, like talk but then she will know about my life cause i talk to kristen and aude mostly and blanche when she listens towhat i have to say:P but i dont know that i want herin my life and know.... well im done thinking about htat for now, talked about it with Gaby at lunch :)