Monday, May 7, 2012

I love trees...

I have been procrastinating all night...i have a history test tomorrow and i havnt started studying...Arière calls me at 10:25 about history and we are off the phone at 10:30...I was kinda just sitting on my floor trying to will myself into studying but it didnt really work out...instead after looking out my window and discovering no moon i found myself walking down the stairs  and pausing at the bottom of them. I go to the basement but saras on the phone so i go back into the living room and again i just stand at the top of the stairs in my living room. then spice comes to say hello to me. i pick her up and go next to the window. I then go on my knees and i open the little window and breath in the surprisingly not too cold air. the air was just cool, almost warm. Spice hops up next to the window and we both just stare outside. I can hear my dad snoring and next thing you know i just stand up and quietly go down the stairs and quietly open both doors. and i find myself outside.
 I take two abrupt steps foward and then stop. I look around. and see light in a rectangular shape on the grass in front of me. i then realize that its from my room. I walk towards the tree in front and i easily climb up onto the first branch without touching the ropes. I sit there for a little bit, then i move onto the other branch and i lean backwards. Im thinking about how i really feel like biking at the moment. but it would make to much noise to open the garage door so i make myself a mental note to leave my bike in the backyard as soon as the nice weather is permanent for a little while. I continue lying on the branch and reposition myself to get more comfortable. (fyi, im bare foot in loose shorts and my blue sweater) I look at my watch to find that 15min have passed since i got off the phone with arièle. I begin thinking about how i hope no one from my house notices i left, even if i am only in the front yard. i also begin to think about how i wish i could be doing this with mitch not necessarily being in the tree but i like the idea of being out doing nothing  in particular at night. then as a continue lying there i start asking myself questions about life that can never be answered. after a little while of this which just resulted in me singing softly to myself i decide i should go back inside. I sit up but find myself reaching for the branch higher up. I begin climbing higher up the tree ignoring the pain in my feet. I find myself near the top of the tree overlooking the roof of my house and discovering the moon right over the roof off st-thomas! i start smiling like a dork cause i found the moon. and i didnt even realize i was looking for it. Its partly hidden by the clouds and its all yellow like...very pretty. i stand/lean there for a while looking around cause im so high and everything looks so different from here especially at night. id never climbed the tree at night. i find myself singing softly to myself again though i cant recall any of the songs i was singing looking back now. I feels very good being up high in the tree and after a little while i find myself climbing down. I'm almost at the first branch when i look over to the school and discover that i cant see the moon anymore so i go up one branch and there it is again. i sit there for another little while thinking about nothing in particular. I look at my watch again and its now 11pm. I continue sitting there, high enough to see the moon and the top of my roof for a little bit. then I step down and grab hold of a branch with my hands. I push away from the tree and i just hang from the branch with my feet dangling down above the ground. i stay like that for a few seconds and then i just let go. I land easily with no pain.
 I walk towards the house and stop half way there. I do a hand stand on the grass and then a cartweel. then i continue walking toward the door and right before i reach the asphalt i stop and do a back walkover. all of this effortlessly. I finally walk towards the door and open it quietly and close it. I lock it. I open and close the other door quielty and then make my way upstairs back to my room. I grab my computer and discover that it is 11:11 so i make a wish until it changes to 11:12. then i find myself here cause i wanted somewhere to write this random 42minutes of my evening. it was very odd and relaxing and interesting. i hope i didnt bore you too much since nothing exciting happens in this text. good night. maybe I'll try to study for history now.
-Sekoya

4 comments:

  1. What unanswerable life questions did you ask yourself?

    -Eka

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  2. why we are here? what matters? where are we? what will happen to us? how did this all start?
    -Sekoya

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  3. eka took my question:P
    ( not boring at all cuz u wrote it nice slly ( donno how to write that) down
    i get that feeling alot just wanting to go out at night for no reason, just chilling somewhere... its very cool u got to climb ur tree:D
    waht were u thiking right after you got off the phone with arielle?
    -nessa

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  4. *nicely
    Well. I understand that feeling too. Today, I ran out of my house and into the woods when I was supposed to stay home... :) For reason I shall further explain tomorrow unless someone calls me... Which I doubt will happen now!
    Ah yes, those questions...

    -Eka

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