she really doesnt trust me! like dude! k first imma not have sex yet, for many reasons, 1 me not being on the pill and 2 not in love! as simple as that! she doesnt seem to get if i wanteed to i c#ud have had sex with jeremy very easily already! y cant she trust me at all???
currently blasting SHUT UP BY SIMPLE PLAN , SO SHUT UP SHUT UP DONT WANNA HEAR IT!  and WELCOME TO MY LIFE:you might think im happy but im not gonna b ok
if they dont trust me, i meen godd.....im fucking 15!!!!!!!! ALMOST 16!!! IM NOT A FUCKING LIL KID! I HAVE A LIFE! I CAN DOO WHATEVER I WANT! IM  A GOOD KID, I DONT DO DRUGS I DONT SMOKE NEVER TRIED AND SEX IS NOT HORRIBLE, SO IF I WANNA JUST CHILL WITH MY BOYFRIEND, and yes KIISSSSSS THATS IT! THEN THAT SHUD B FINEEE!!! STOP TREATING ME LIKE IM A FUCKING BABYY I CAN LIVE MY OWN LIFE SO YOU CAN BABY ME SO MUCH!
omg i cant wait for simple plan! random happy moment!:P
BUT SERIOUSLY! U dont no how happy and excited i was for tmrw! i  having spent a day with him in like a month adn ui wanted a day with him, and then boom! nope u cant go! shes tryongto push me away from him-.- i was gonna start my hm all happy for tmrw, now no reason to get up in morning and math test at lucnh i dont wanna do
SO SHUT UP SHUT UP!   DONT TELL ME WHO I SHUD BE,AND DONT TRY TO TELL ME WHATS RIGHT FOR ME, DONT TELL ME WHAT I SHUD DO!!!!!! I DONT WANNA WASTE MY TIME OR WATCH U FADE AWAY
SOOOOOOO SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP! GET OUT, GET OUT OF MY WAY!
PARENTS CAN BE SO FUCKING ANNOYING!! LET ME LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE WHILE I STILL HAVE ONE CUZ I MIGHT NOT BE THERE TOMORROW AND I WANNA HAVE FUN
HEY DAD LOOK AT ME, THINK BACK AND TALK ME, DID I GROW UP ACCORDING TO PLAN, AND DO U THINK IM WASTING MY TIME DOING THINGS I WANNA DO, BUT IT HURTS WHEN U DESAPROVE ALL ALONG,A DN I TRY HARD TO MAKE IT, I JUST WANNA MAKE U PROUD, IM NEVER GONNA B GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, U CANT PRETEND THAT IM ALL RIGHT, AND U CANT CHANGE ME, CUZ WE LOST IT ALL NOTHING LAST FOREVER I'M SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT NOW IT WAS JUST TOO LATE, AND WE CANT GOO BACK, I'M SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT
theres like nothing else, well ya sure there is but still, thats makes me this mad, them not trusting me...
IM JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE IM JUST A KID I NO THAT ITS NOT FAIR, NOBODY CARES CUZ IM ALINE IN THE WORLD, AND EVERYNIGHT IS THE WORST NIGHT EVER, IM JUST A KID, 
HANDS ARE SHAKING COLD, THESE HANDS R MENT TO HOLD, SPEAK TO ME, WEHN ALL U GOT IS KEEP IS STRONG, MOVE ALONG LIKE I NO U DO, AND EVEN WHEN UR HOPE IS GONE, MOVE ALONG JSUT TO MAKE IT THREW
aightimma try to work now, and forget bout stupid parents and how imma ahve to talk-eeww- to my mom bout my love life someday so i can have more freeedom, bnut watch that not work-.-
 
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