So tomorrow I will not be communicating with anyone! That's going to be different and I'll also be giving the people that surround me a break from my constant babbling! My cause for being silent is for all the women in the world that don't have the opportunity like me to go to school and all the women and girls that are trying to reach out too people and have a voice. cause I really believe that women are the change! they have such a huge impact! Even in the Adam and Eve story! Eve manages to influence adam to eat an apple! hahaha see we are powerful! but alot girls out there dont know it. I think educating girls is one of the solutions to break the cycle of poverty because then they'll be able to get jobs and support their family economically so the whole world gets something out of it!
My other cause is nature! cause nature doesnt have a voice or a language that we understand and it can't speak out so I'll speak out for the environment! Trees that are being clear cutted, fish that are going extinct because of our fishing habits, whales that get hunted down, energy that is wasted, animals that get treated poorly and that are abused, the tar sands! pretty much every issue related to the environment.
There're not enough people speaking out so I will speak out and raise awareness in the loudest and simplest way possible; by being SILENT!
So today...
well I got in an argument with my mom today. I was just really mad at her and I let it out in very impolite way... when I was yelling a her I wanted her to feel bad and do something about it and it worked but I also really hurt her which I dont really regret I just should have approched it in a different way. I was yelling at her because I had asked her why she isn't applying to work as nurse again because as my dad told me if my mom worked as a nurse again we would be able to slowly get out of our 70 000$ dept we are in...
she wasn't answering the question and was saying it was none of my buisness which got me even more upset because I believe it is my buisness since I am partly helping to pay off the bills as the money in bank account gradually goes away and im a part of this family!. I have about 400$ left and it'll soon be gone but if my mom just pulled her act together we might be able to get out of his mess. It only stresses me out because i see how much it stresses out my dad. I dont care about money I actually hate it but i start wishing I had more when I see what it does to my family.
I apologized to my mom for yelling at her when I got home from bronze cross... I was apologizing for the way I said things not what anyways it was stupid whatever its over tomorrow i wont bother anyone cause i wont be speaking, lets just all be happy cause everything will be alright you just have to give it TIME!
-Sekoya:)
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