interesting evening...

So I met up with Mitchell...
we biked down to Pointe-Claire village and walked down to the water where we started skipping stones. We talked...as usual its not very hard for me to hold a conversation with him. We also made an inukshuk that was funny. However i was not able to make myself  bring up the ''topic''. At like 8:30 we headed over on our bikes to his friends house. christopher
Christopher was nice and weird which made him pretty awesome. I didnt feel weird at all. Obviously when they would talk about the stupid stuff they did i would have as much to say cause my experiences would me kinda tame compared to falling off of moving trucks....hehe yeah
guys when they hang out eat  A LOT
i drank soooo much i had a big glass of water, then we made really weird lemonade with brown sugar...hehe and they later made themselves chicken sandwhiches, and then we made an apple drink, like grinded up apples with apple cider...weird also hehe
i had to go pee twice :P
around 11:20 we went on out bikes and they were gonna go see if i could get into clydes (a bar) but inn the end we didnt even try cause there were two bouncers at the doors
in the end we parted with christopher and me and mitchell headed home
when we got to my house i said:
''Um I kinda wanted to talk to you...but we could always just talk next time we see eachother''
''About what exactly...?'' he asked
''Um well pretty much about last week cause it's still not clear to me...'' I admitted
''Well I have time now'' he said
So I asked him just to be clear that it was that he doesnt think i could have a serious relationship it being my first. and he was like yeah cause hes gone out with girls whom it was their first relationship and...yeah
so i told him what i wanted to say i thought it was funny when i asked him
''If your not interested you just tell me and that'll be that''
''Oh believe me I am, I am interested'' he said
haha okaaay
I also mentioned
''Yeah you also wouldn't be able to move very quickly with me...''
''Yeah that is also a big factor'' he admmitted
BAM emily said no guy would ever admit that
well she has just been proven wrong!
I also told him
''I just want you to know what I think. I don't think I'll change your mind. I just wanted to say what I thought cause I didnt last time cause i was kinda shocked yea know''
''Well I'll think about'' he said
He said a lot that he is really confused and stupid
and that he's really confused hehe
''I'm really bad at girl stuff...'' he admitted
''Haha don't worry about it! I'm new to all this as you know so you could get away with pretty much everything!'' i said
He laughed :)
I asked him what his definition of a serious relationship after having said mine and he agreed with mine
The whole time I would talk he would say thngs like ''fair point'' and ''True true''
i told him how i think a first relationship can be a serious relationship. i mentioned how my sisters current boyfriends are their first hehe
and hoow i dont think you can know that about a person after having hung out with them like 4 times
how i dont even know myself if it would work and thats what i was trying to do. i like what im seeing and i want to see more. I'm just trying to get to know him
well anyways, i will be seeing him next week and  he'll be giving me linkin park songs on a usb
well it still very weird and obviously i still like him but ill just go with it for now. i still wanna hang out with him so i guess ill see how it goes...all of this cause the guys confused!
-Sekoya