mitchell...again!

so after skyping with erika i was suposed to go to sleep but instead i hid in arieles bathroom and messaged mitch. we just stopped, he wants to see me before we leave im guessing its cause he wants to talk to me about ya know...this can be good or bad news...im leaning towards bad news cause i now know a big reason behind his confusion and the last time he initiated plans it was to tell me he doesnt want to go out with me sooo deja vu dont ya think? anyways  the weekend after he kissed me he was at his friends 18th. i knew this and nadege, arieles sister informed me that she had asked him how it was going with him and me and he said he was confused. okay good. at least its the same story. only thing, later at the party mitch got wasted and confessed his love for this girl sasha that he's liked since highschool. shes dating someone else so didnt even care.he could have just been drunk but still. anyways so i guess hes torn between two girls. one wwho he actually likes and one who likes him. nadeges advice is that i ditch him cause she was in a situation where the guy liked her and another girl and it was very hurtful obviously. she understands though that this is easier said than done cause she didnt ditch the guy she had liked. she gets that giving up when there is still hope is practically impossible when you have feelings for someone. yeeeea. so that sucks... well i dont know what mitchells desicion is or if he even has one but thats whats knew. even in knowlton i cant escape him! im kinda leaning towards no big time but obviously hope never leaves ya! im curious to know what erikas gut tells her...kinda scared though. ouff! mitch has definetly complicated my life or at least made it more exciting!
well im bracing myself but i dont think ill ever be prepared!
-Sekoya