I realize that i should maybe just be taking mitch not trying to communicate with me as a hint that he just doesnt want to be more than friends. I realize that, and I am taking it as that. however I'm not gonna settle for a ''hint''. If he feels that way he should tell it to my face. I know that I need that kind of closure if I want to move on if that is even the case which I think it might be even though I never set anything in stone cause I dont want to make assumptions. I'm really bad at not making assumptions but at least I want to end them by COMMUNICATING with him. I want to understand, i want an explanation, I need something to prove to me that he doesnt want me so I can move on with my life and stop dwelling on this mitch shit. I am not able to settle in my head on an assumption I made off of him not calling I need to talk to himm and hear from him so I can be sure of anything I think
I'm so frustrated with the conversation I had with him cause it didnt make us move foward. I didnt even get to plan a date to see him! I have to wait it out until sunday and he might not even answer when i call then arg!
-Sekoya
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