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Its odd...instead of listening to depressing songs I kind unintentionally landed on the happy ones...the song puts me in a better mood and reminds why I haven't just had enough of this crap with mitch

Heart On Fire - lyrics

I'm falling in, I'm falling down
I wanna begin but I don't know how
To let you know, how i'm feeling
I'm high on hope, I'm reeling

And I won't let you go, now you know
I've been crazy for you all this time
Kept it close, always hoping
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire

Hand in hand, sparkling eyes
The days are bright and so are the nights
Cause when i'm with you, I'm grinning
Once I was through, but now i'm winning

No I won't let you go, now you know
I've been crazy for you all this time
I've kept it close, always hoping
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire
With a heart on fire
A heart on fire

...etc etc

Yeah and the songs like Give me Love by Ed Sheeran though I can't totally relate to them there are certain lines...

Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,


And I'm kinda in love with Say you like me by We the Kings
I wish my heart was always on her mind.
'Cause she's on mine like all day, all the time.
Forget me not, forget me now.
I’ve come too far to turn around.
I’m here tonight.

'Cause I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.
I'm never going down,
I'm never giving up.
I'm never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.
If you like me,
Then say you like me.

I can't help it and its so frustrating cause I just wish I didn't feel this way. well I only wish that if its not mutual...

cause I'm never going down, I'm never giving up. I'm never gonna leave. So put your hands up if you like me.

but then I remember all the hurt its causing me and it just plain sucks. cause i dont think he likes me. but i just need to hear it from him so I will  be able to do all that stuff the lyrics claims will never happen.

And I also realized that the beginning of We are never ever getting back together by Taylor Swift if funnily similar to my situation...
I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."
But I'm still not at the ''we are never ever ever getting back together'' part. I'm still working on that one. Maybe it'll happen faster if I actually SEE him!
haha anyways i do know that I'm really enjoying the song though :) I keep playing We are never ever getting back together and then i play Say you like me. very different but it boosts my mood :P

-Sekoya