17 july 2011

Helloooo! So after 2 weeks of J being gone i finally got to see him today :) First i met him at his house cuz he didnt want to go to the park cuz he was like im gonna get burnt :P so we went for a swim at his place. i changed when i got there and then i think he thought of pushing me in but i just went in and jumped! water was sooo warm but like too warm XD we hung in the poool for 1 hour andd 1/2, we just went around i had fun swimming it felt nice:D then we go inside and watch the first 1/2 of hp 7 part 1. we cuddled... :) then i had to leave to he stopped it and then i try to get up and he pulls me back down like the other times:P and he pulled me down again and this time we were like sitting facing each other and obvs it seemed like he might kiss me who nos i got up cuz i really didnt want to b late an d my mom get mad at me... i got up stairs and i meet his grandparents XD and i met his grandad when he came down while we were watching the movie and we were cuddling- arkward:P at one point wehn we were int he pool we were each leaning on this cannot floating toy:P face to face and then hes like u ahve green eyes....LOL so we watched the movie and he held my hand then too:P then i leave and i get a big hug as always and then he whispers ill c u later :)

then i bike to the movies and stay where i parked my bike bhind the theater and i was reading... the movies was soon gonna start and i was like 10 min 5 min texting him and i was getting reallly pissed cuz im likke its hp!!!! then i get a callhe called fromm a phone booth or soemthing and he was inside the theater and he didnt have his cell he forgot it in his sisters car -.- and so he did bike but he put his bike at a random place not where the bikes go.... then i go inside get my ticket and while im getting candy he pops up bhind me and then we walk in the theater. he was wearing a hat and i cudnt take him serisouly in it XD so we watched hte movie ti was really goooood!!!! so at first it almost seemed like he was leaning to the girl bside him but l8er he puts his arm on the armrest and his hand like on the toehr side of my cup that was there, he left it there for a while and at one point i had my legs up and he hand on my leg then he kinda taped my hand i guess u cud say then i put my hand near his and he grabes it, and our hands where intertwined. but it was funny cuz after a while my fingers were hurting but i didnt wanna move... and he wud like squese my hand a lil randomly while we were holding hands and when he did i wud get a rush of warmth... it was nice:) so then the movie was over and we walked outside. we passed his bike first so he gets his then we walk to mine 1 min away:P and i unlock mine. then were just standing there, at one point i try to take his hat but he keeps backing away XD the hat was too funny. at another point he was tickling me and then i kinda get pushed to the wall and im like no ur not pushing me to the wall then i push him in a way, not really pushing.. :P then he was agasint the wall and i had my back leaning on him and i was sitting kinda on his knee it was funny then i fell his phone vibrate so he answers and its his sister again:P i didnt wanna leave, at that point we hugged and it was a long hug like i was wondering is he gonna push away cuz im not:P i like being in his hugs... feels good :) then there was a car comming but slowly and then it stoped so were like euuh what is he doing? :P then i think thats when the hat thinf happedned or soemthing and i was untangling my earphones for my bikeride home then hes like do i get a hug goodbye? im like let me untangle this:P then i finish and we hug again, not short not long but nice and then he leaves. ohh b4 when i was ``on his lap`` he was like so whats that dare? i was like well u cant do it cuz thers no one around XD then when he leaves i dont remember what he said exatly but he was like i still have to ask u that truth but didnt cuz he was biking away while he said that... thne when im biking home i remembered that while he was texting me while he was away he was like i have a question 4 u to ask in person remindme and i only remembered then XD

then when i get home he texted me that hes sister was mad he was late cuz she picked him u0p... then im like whats the truth question? he says lol u home? im like no im in hawaii heslike u didnt bring me:O then im like so guess ur not asking me the question now hes like eventually;) then im like whacha thinking bout? hes like uhhm.. u :) then asks me i say mostly u and also how ill b able to sleep cuz i got my blinds back!!! hes like wachyu thinking bout me? blind r annoying i always sleep with mine open he says and im like how do u sleep? hes like i close my eyes:P and i dislike guessing games he says and i say ur a vampire, i declared it ,hes like i aint no vampire and im like i bet ur gonna jump thre my window and watch me sleep,. hes like ya then im gunna kiss u and smakc u ion a wall saying no i cant do this and thenn run away :P thne he asks again what i was thinking bout him? i ask whats the truth question, then hes like ill tell u when i see u unless u guess it first... then he says it involves me in the question

l8er he asks me: ur 15 right? :P thne i say i heard u had an intene convo with a and hes like saying what? im like he didnt say much but ehres the intenrreting part he said:assume? trust my van, both me and jeremy know

anyways

he was wondering if he was gunna ask you out or not

but he discided not too

said he was gunna wait awhile lol

thats pretty much all i can tell ya

ummmm sooo yyaaaa:P i wanna tell him when he gets back but im scared.... i had fun with him though.... i love being in those hugs with him though its funny its like in that moment we can just stay like that safe away from everyone....

well thats all for now

im just super confused...:)

the slush with skittles drinker ;)