first kiss

so today i went over to jeremys :) first he threw me in the pool and i was not able to push him in he just pushed me -.- we smam for about 1 hour. then i was cold so we went inside and i changed and then hang stuff on clothes line. then we go in the basement looking for his kitty cat XD cat wastnt there but he turned on the music and OMG i wanted to dance so badly just not in front of him:P at first we were just lying on the couch then he wud b like go dance and i wud get up but i wasnt gonna dance alone so id try to pull him up but then he'd just stand there and then he'd push me on the couch and id get back up and that went on for a bit a couple times came close to kissing, then this one time we were on our sides facing each other heads close, and he moved in first but not completly and then i went in i donno who went in first exatly but i think thats how it went down.... and well he went for tongues right away, and at first i was like geez ive never kissed anyone feels like i really dont no what im doing... and ya so the first one i was the one who pulled back away and then i think pause then make out again:P i dont remember exatly how everything went down from then XD we made out many times :P id get up dancing sorta:P then he'd move with me and pause then kiss again:P at one point i wasnt confy beign on my side so i like sit up and then i started standing then were like really? no:P then i push him on the couch with me and make out more:P and well at the end i was like i gotta go... then we kissed again i was ontop of him:P ok this is pretty funny writting everything down, so ya then umm he had his hands on my back, i liked that:P then on my ass a bit and try to unhock my bra after and i was like umm hello no! umm shortly after we head upstairs. then go in the garage to get my bike and kissed again there and then hugged and then i leave after he opens the door

and well at one point i stoped kissing pulled back and after pause i was like so what does this make us, i think thats what i said, and i had to repeat it cuz of music then pause then hes like i donno, then kissed me, so now i aksed to hang tmrw so i can askand say that i dont do friends with benefits and i dont just kiss my friends so i gotta no what i am to u friend or girlfriend then after say so ur not going out with anyone else? so thats my plan for tmrw...

right now i just want him back with me....

honnestly the kissing wasnt like how id thought it b :p

cant help but think if he thinks im a good, bad, or ok kisser:P

i m like 90% sure tmrw when he sees me hes gonna go for a kiss right away:P we'll c if im right ;)

tell tmrw;)

-the slush with skittles drinker-