Um well, to make it short, I told him yesterday. I completely and totally put myself out there. And you know what he said? :) "Erika, I love you, but just not like that... You deserve better." And you know what my reaction was? I just smiled. I smiled for 15 minutes straight. I did it, I faced my number 1 fear and that was the only thing that seemed to matter. I'm just so so so happy I did what I did and I woke up this morning thinking it was all a dream. But it wasn't, that's the best part. I seriously do not know what came over me, because I was NOT ready & I was shaking like a madwoman as I said it... I guess, I finally realized, on July 14th at 2:30am, that I had to get it out somehow. And I'm the proudest I've ever been with myself.
So, I hope my story helps you girls in the future. If you may be in a similar situation.... Just do it.
Today.-xxx-
-Eka
iv said it befor and ill keep saying it over.. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! imma keep saying it because i really mean it! I am soo proud that you let yourself out there! You are amazing and i love you<3 im very proud of you!!
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Hehehe thank you, Vannie, means a lot! <3 I love when people tell me they're proud of me :') It makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right with myself! I love you too, always & forever!
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