Sean-.-

So this is how it all started... So my brother has 2 boys coming over for a week from Toronto, we have a bed for one but we didnt know what to do for the other, my momthoguht alot about it. She thought that if the boys were in the basement it wouldbe too much of a sleepover, so she thought one could sleep in the guest room, my brother in hisbed and the other boy on a air matress in Seans room. So while Sean was watching TV, she moved around the furniture to make room for the air matress. I come up from the basement to get a smoothie, then hear my brother having a fit. I go see whats to horrible about his room.. It looked great, perfect for the boys with the most room possible! Sean was saying so many fucking stupid arguments. He said that 1 foot is not enough room between him and the dresser because his hand will hit it while hes sleeping-.- then says the alram isnt good there cause he needs to get up to turn it off or he wont wake up, how it will get really loud the beeps, then it will wake up daddy-.- sean, go look for a new excuses book! ;) We were all yelling, i started yelling more at Sean cause my mom was loosing her voice, shes been sick for the past 2 weeks, couching all night not being able to sleep all the time... I was sooo pissed off with Sean! hes pathetic, immature, a stupid fuck, thoughtless, selfish, young,...After i blue up the air matress i told Sean, now take 2 breaths with me, he wouldnt, but i continued, i told him look what mommy has done, she thought of a way for the boy to stay in your room, she moved the furniture all by herself (wish i knew what she was doing, i wouldve helped) and then i told him to say thank you to her, he sys thank you sooo sarcastically and i start screaming more. he never thanked her... he never means his thanks yous, like even when he says it without someone telling to say it, and we do a lot cause he never seems to realize what we do for him and never truly thanks us.... and it upsets my parents...

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG now im much calmer then befor, thank you music <3

Iv been listening to remembering sunday by all time low all day, been in my head whole time... when i got home from school, i went upstairs, made sure all the doors were closed, and started to sing in the hall, it has a nice eko, that i can hear myself well in:) i enjoyed singing the song there:) then in the car i brought the CD, and i played the song, at first mom started talking-.- then im singing and shes like whats this song about? i say listen... she was quiet for the rest of the song, said at one point the lyrics were nice, i think thats the word she used, but the way she said it, she ment it, like.. cant explain, but it was nice:)

-Elena <3