Addiction

I realize that I get in a really bad mood when it's been too long that I haven't talked to John... I find it so sad. It's like a drug addiction... pfft. Anyways, all in all, this is not working out too well. I know what I eventually have to do, but I don't want to. Every single fiber in my body rejects the thought of doing it, but I know I have to some day... I just wish I was more brave.

-Eka