You see, new years eve for me, how i remember the past ones is like this: Every year i went to go see my dad working, join the party for the countdown, expect for 2 years, last year when we stayed home for the first time and had Mario and Susan over and 3 years ago, i think, were we went to go see parents friends: Steve & Josie. How i remember it, is every year iv gone to a party. Last year it killed me staying home and not doing anything. I still dressed up as if i was going out, i had fun playing just dance 2 with Sean and doing karaoke with everyone, but that was like Christmas fun, just not New years fun, and then the countdown, omg that hurt.. we didnt even count down while watching TV, just all there... no loud huge countdown, screaming down the numbers, no ballons dropping, no screaming HAPPY NEW YEARS by many people, no confetti, no loud music, no lights everywhere, no magic. Its not like we had a fun house party with family friends, like the night would have been acceptable if we did a good countdown and more excitement...
now this year, i come home to Mario & Susan already here, watching a movie, no one dressed up, everyone all relaxed, and were going to eat soon, then we'll see what happens...
Obviously not this year, not the next, but the one after that i'm going to spend a while getting ready, look all nice, go out, have a huge countdown, loud, fun, good time. To me, its not about having a time to get high, really drunk, no. Its about going out with a friend and partying, because your celebrating a year that has ended and now a new one to come, new New year resolutions to set and to soon come true. Iv never been to a party with all family and people i know, every year i knew my parents and brother, that was it, im used to partying around strangers and thats how i like it. Not everyone gets my love for new years:P i cant wait for that 18th new years! So now im going to go back downstairs and not do anything, im staying home while others get to go out, dress up, and party. this year im not going to act like a lil kid and dress up when im not going out, like last year... i simply look nice, like i was going out to family friends house for dinner... i hate how im stuck at home, but only thing that makes me feel better and not go punch a hole threw the wall is the fact that i have 2 years (including this one) and then ill go get to have some fun!
one year i will go to New York city for new years eve!
one year i will get kissed, when the countdown reaches 1, by someone i really like, someday love
one year ill get to get all dressed up and go out to have a blast
this year to come will be better then the last, a lot has happened in the last year:P and a lot more to come and i cant wait to see what amazing things will happen!
Last post written this year ;)
-Nessa
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