Hi again. So this is part of my "rehabilatation" process... hahaha. Just trying to piece myself together as much as I can and I think it would help me lots if you'd do this for me.
It's pretty simple. Whenever, you think of something I've done for you, what you love about me, what you find inspiring about me, why I'm important to you, how much I mean to you or even just pointing out a time I made you smile, etc; can you girls just comment on this post? I think I need to be reminded just how much I'm loved and I kind of need you to help me.. :$
It would mean so much, you don't even know.
Thank you! -xx-
-Eka
-when you wrote that letter to me signed gossip cow! I loved that you wrote it to me! I was happy!
ReplyDelete-when you gave me food today and everyday you do it!
-our hour long convo well it couldn't really be considered that cause it was just yes, no, yes, no....
-When you comforted me after I lost my scarf at camp rouge
-everytime I sing with you it makes me soooo happy
-when you held me when I was crying in my bed
-the words you said that comforted me when i was...
-crying in bed
-crying over the phone cause I felt stupid
etc etc (ive cried a lot in your presence...)
-when I starteed crying at your house after you played that song about an alcoholic parent and then you hugged me. It was just what I needed
-I was very happy on my birthday... I really loved the card and the beatles stuff you got me!
-and the birthday before that! i love the mug you gave me!
-when you and vanessa were over for a sleepover and we talked about our parents you helped mme make sense of it all
- I was sooo happy when you were able to come the Taylor Swift concert cause it wouldn't have been the same without you
- a good moment with you was at the newmoon premier haha it was fuuun
-when you were the only one I wante to talk to at the action item concert when i was worried about my dad
-I love that you didn't throw me off the bed when i was taking up most of the room
-i admire how you always put other people first
-I admire that you know so much abot yourself and me
-I love your psychic abilities
-I was so happy when you agreed to do the passion play!
- Seeing your face threw the webcam when I was in victoria cause I missed you so much
- I loved knowing that you were gonna be my friend when I came to eat at your table for lunch in sec 1 cause you were just so weird! it was perfect!
- i was so happy every time you said ''yes julia you can eat lunch with us'' cause it actually sounded sincere
-I loved when you wrote in our email ''thank you for the long hug'' cause i had hugged you on Halloween cause you were sad about john. I loved that you took the time to say thank you cause you had appreciated it
-when you slept over for the first time when teva-mama died and you hugged me
and many many more to come!
im only stopping cause it late! theres so much more to say
I love you erika!
-Sekoya
Hehe, I cried reading this. I LOVE YOU JULIA! <3
ReplyDelete-Eka
Why did you cry!? that was't the point! haha
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some more!
ReplyDelete-that long texte you wrote about arièle was really helpful
-that you put all that time to write that paragraph
-I don't know if yu remember this but in sec 3 in the morning i once said i want a hug and you tackled me instantly! :)
-that 3hour phone conversation when we analyzed eachother and you said all these nice things about me i didn't know you realized/felt
-I love that you can vent your anger in witting!
- I love that you understand situations that i don't understand until you help me
- I'll call you or zoe first when something's up... zoe for the answers and you for the empathy cause I find you can actually understand what im feeling.
and again there are many more to come but its getting late!
-Sekoya
- I'm happy you got me to love the bands ASW and Action Item
ReplyDelete-I loved looking at the pictures on photobooth and then taking more of them
- I loved when you came over to my house on the last day of school in sec one and we filmed that video! Muslim bunny priest! haha
-I loved that you let me try again applying that nail polish on you when we were getting ready for mary's sweet sixteen party even though i bad at it
- I love reading the card you gave me last year over and over again before i go to bed
-I loved talking to you on the phone after i had come back from paris
-I loved that you were yelling out to your parents ''wait im talking to julia! she's back from paris!'' it made me feel loved
-I was so happy when I received my rose from you on valentines day!
- I loved the first time i heard you sing beautifully! when you were in the shower singing just the way you are by bruno mars at camp rouge
-I loved when you taught me and zoe how to play tennis
-I loved when we were ding dong ditching and the guy came out with his car asking what we were doing! it was soo funny!
-I loved when you put me in your ipod notes as courtney. i felt special
- and i was happy to know that you felt like i could understand what you were going threw
- I loved how the only line in that song you sung at the passion play with those girls was the nicest line
-I loved when we used to play tag in sec one outside
-For some reason i really like when we went to see xmen origins in like sec 1
-I loved when you wrote that recuperation text on this blog. ya know about how you are gonna deal with stuff. It relieved me!
-I love when we made those videos in the caf adter school like life as a shoe.
-Sekoya
why erika is friend...
ReplyDeleteI love Erika very much first of all. For a number of reasons like her integrity and empathy towards other people. She cares a lot about other people and never puts herself first no matter how tempting. She has a way with words which is very useful when you are her friend because she really makes you feel better. We've never been in a fight, but we've been threw a lot together, ranging from crying together in my bed to simply talking about our dreams. She learns from her mistakes and whenever posing an action she always thinks about the effect it'll have on other people. This can actually be a bad thing because she wont want to call you cause she doesn't want to bother you. which i find is silly but i do it to. She has told me that she sometimes has selfish thoughts towards people but i will not judge her for that for 3 reasons; one, i do that too. two, she has proven through her actions that she doesn't act out on those thoughts. and three she is strong enough to admit that she can think selfish things. All of this i find proves that she has great will power. and she can do anything she sets her mind to. she is also very intelligent especially in an inter- personal way. she knows her self very well so if im wrong in some of the stuff im saying abut her she'll know. Erika is also very strong and she spreads her strength to her friends. She showed strength when she finally put it out straight with alice. she showed strength when she admitted that she can think selfish things. she shows strength everytime she doesn't give in to that selfishness. she shows strenght when she admits to her friends that shes falling apart. she shows strength when she pulls her self up again every time she gets pushed down. she shows strength when she doesn't let people mess with her and puts them in there place. she shows strength when she uses music to help her feel better. she shows strength when she gets up in the morning to go to school even though she barely slept but everyone does that one. I love having long conversations with her where we analyse each other and our friends cause i always learn something with her. Erika knows whats important in life. She knows that happiness is important so she'll work hard to maintain it.she knows that the little things count the most and she'll continue doing the little things for people even if no one notices. she works hard to maintain happiness in her friends an family. I think she worries a lot more than we think she does about her family and friends. and this can make her sick because of everything else that brings emotion but she carries on raising people up. she hates that the world is full of superficial and mean people. she wishes that everyone could be nice and happy and becomes very sad when she sees that the world doesn't let in these wishes in but she still stands tall. I love erika very much and Im happy that i know she loves me too.
Lots of love from your friend,
Sekoya
P.S. let me know if you don't agree with everything i wrote.
Asdfghjkl. I can't even begin to explain how much I love you girls. For once, I don't really have any words.
ReplyDelete-Eka
And Julia, you got it pretty good :) Except, you think too highly of me haha. <3
ReplyDelete-Eka
no i don't think to hihly of you!!! well at least I dont think so! haha
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Your thoughtful towards other people and do little things to make them feel better like write a nice little text reminding me that you love me
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We have awesome conversations that never fail to entertain me, make me feel better or make me learn something
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Well, I felt like you needed it somehow, so yeah,I wrote you a text in math class after that lunchtime :) And I love our conversations, Julia. I find you're a lot more open minded to what I'm saying then a lot of people. Maybe we just think alike for those kind of things though :p Vannie, seems to like what I have to say too :) It just takes her a while sometimes! Heehee.
ReplyDelete-Eka
I love that we had a six hour conversation last night...we are cool! my dad and sisters think im crazy for being on the phone that long. they were teasing me all day about it.
ReplyDeleteSomething else that I love about you is that you are completely aware that you get spoiled at christmas hehe and i don't think you are really getting spoiled cause you deserve everything you get! and you are not an annoying snob girl even if you are well off! but i guess i have to blame your parents for that:) you are not superficial which often comes with being better off. Instead! you are genuine and down to earth! I've never mentioned this before because I often forget that your family is more wealthy cause you don't act like you are!
-Sekoya