Hello! I'm taking a break from history to write on here. I commented on a few posts so make sure to check hehe, and I just wanted to write about whatever on her for a good 30 minutes.
"It's like I'm finally awake and you're just a beautiful mistake."-Taken by One Direction.
"All this time I was wasting hoping that you would come around, I've been giving out chances and every time, all you do is let me down." -You're Not Sorry by TSwift
"I guess you really did it this time, left yourself in your warpath. Lost your balance on a tightrope, lost your mind tryin' to get it back. [...]Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything and everybody believed in you? [...]Oh, who you are is not where you've been. You're still an innocent. [...]
Every one of us has messed up too. Lives change like the weather. I hope you remember, today is never too late to be brand new." -Innocent by TSwift
This Saturday, I was listening to Taylor Swift all day and it pretty much hit me. What the hell am I doing? Why am I running after a boy who doesn't make an effort? What happened to me? Who am I? I just don't know how I let it get to this point. I'm pretty decided and I'm giving the boy one more chance- already too many, but this is the last. If he bails again, well, goodbye, it was nice knowing you. Make the effort to talk to me and keep in touch and then, we'll see what happens. All I know is I'm giving you one more chance. If you want another, you better be on your damn knees. I'm tired of being the one that asks you to do something and I'm tired of being the one who texts first 85% of the time. You want me in your life. Prove it, I dare you, because I`m going to walk away and I won't be looking back. I'll turn the page and start a new chapter. I'm sick of this and if you don't hold me back, I'll be gone forever. Enough is enough, I'm in control again.
I think I'll end it here for today. I need to study a bit more.
Okay, I love you girls!
xoxo
Gossip Cow
-Eka
perfect! well said!
ReplyDeleteI love how you write erika! that was beautiful! you want an example of strength? well there you go. You keep on proving yourself! never doubt yourself again.
beautiful quotes!
thank you for writing that I needed to see you fighting back like that! with so much emotion! it reassures me to see you collecting your self
you mean so much to me! you have no idea.
-Sekoya
you trully have given him too many chances but if you giving him one more will help, go ahead! and good luck! you really do need him to prove it so lets see if he does!
ReplyDeleteslushies
im proud of you for writting that btw! <3
ReplyDeleteThank you girls, I really appreciate all the support you've been giving me.
ReplyDeleteJulia, I'll be writing stories soon like you suggested and you'll be able to read them :) And haha, I'm glad. I think I really needed to write this. For myself & my friends.
Van, yep, I'm giving him this one chance not because I think it's right, I just think I need this for myself, to confirm it and to push me into what I need to do. He's proven it before, but recently, nothing. Let's see if he notices my absence. And thank you, I'm kinda proud of myself :)
Both of you, you'll never know exactly how much you've done for me. Without you, who knows where I would be. Thank you, for everything. Never leave me please.
-Eka