so yesterday night Julia came and slept over! i ahd a blast! <3 and we went on chatroulette cause she wanted me to show her what it was. we met this guy that i added on skype and hes 16. today iv been chatting with him more and it seems like he appreciates my ways of living and being then Jeremy does. Like i dont know this guy but i sure wish i did... so ex i tell him im watching barnie and hes saying im pretty cool, i tell J and hes likeumm thats odd... i tell The other guy Chris that im making a snowman andhe said he wants to c it after:P its kinda like there r good people out there and its like J isnt eactly what i want and ill prob end up breaking up with him cuz i deserve way better then him... but knowing that people like chris, he seems just so much groovy ;) in every way then J..
like im talking with Chris and it sounds stupid cuz i dont know him, but hes funny and listens and likes my presence... he seems different.. and hes broken but opens up, prob cuz im just a random girl in canada but still... and he doesnt drink or smoke or anything although all his friends do.
i had such a fun time on chatroulette with this guy!!! he was making the best facial expressions everr!!!!
and another part, hes really cute:P
and im predicting imma like this guy even more within time...
i really dont get whats Js deal. like if hes not gonna try to get to know me and share his life then we hus djust break up, but its hard to juge that cuz we barely see each other...
anyways that was a weird train of thought pretty messed up but imma go take a shower now:P
-Slush with skittles drinker
I'm glad that this random dude helped you actually see what I was incapable of convincing you of:P Where does he live? And um, falling for someone on the Internet is not the best idea... But okay! Just be careful with what you tell this dude, that's all :) and please, if he asks you to take off clothes in front of the camera... Don't -.- Things are easily distributed on the web. And as for J, well, be with him for the next year, it's just a matter of how much you need that sense of security, but if he hasn't developed any real feelings for you until now, it's not going to change... Unless, he sees you with someone else. But that's all psychological. Anyways, to conclude, your relationship with J is an awkward childish friends who sometimes hook up thing... No love, just lust. And you do deserve much better than being someone's secret :)
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lol dont worry i will not be taking off any clothesXD and this guy wudnt even ask that, he seems what people here would call gay, sure hope hes not:P and in america;) donno ifi mentioned it b4 but the guy was like there r disturbing scences in jackass 3, u want me to tell u which ones to skip? :P
ReplyDeleteand the question is has he developed anything for me? :/ so im just in the middle donno what i wanna do:)
If he has, he doesn't show it much... He expresses exactly what a regular friend would. Not much more :P And okay, Van. You have no actual desire to break up with him though.. I'm pretty sure of that! Jackass<3 childhood memories.
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Chris did seeem pretty GROOVY hehe.
ReplyDeletebut like Eka said watch out don't get into deep he is only from the internet. I'm happy you're looking at things from a different perspective. become his friend! and enjoy yourself! concentrate on that first!
-Sekoya