So today i went an a art outing to the cine robotheque and it was a blast!!! i might wanna go for my bday party:P
then bus back to school. from school bus back home and in the 201 aude sat bside me. Then she said i feel bad for you, your brother follows you everywhere! and im nahh now this is normal. then brother comes in bus and i say he can sit beside me. then he makes me liten to a song, it was criminal by britney spears. he loves that song because theres a lot of flute in it and he plays and loves the flute.then i say outloud that he listening to it. After aude is like u listen to that?? and shes wispering things in my ear (i was between them) and saying hes weird, u have better music ( i listen to the same thing-.-) and i forget what else. then after the whole gang is in the bus and they r all laughing and freaking out that helistens to that. i defend him but didnt work out to well. then blast simple plan ( shut up) till i cant hear them. at one point i hear them talking about ipod, what year he got it, and im like whaaat, so i listen then they r just tring to convince him that one gives you cancer, u need to go see peeps that work at appple to get a new one. and i was fed up with their bullshit, i write on phone: please ignore them, and then sean does :) he was asking aude if she wanted to come cuz dad picking us up early cuz it was rainning adn im like no blbala i didnt wanna c her face. i get up early to get away then when off bus im pissed, way more then Sean...
we get home, make videos for parents christmas present and i know i must sound horrible but its the thought that counts:P
after supper i finish watching the video we saw at the art musiem. it was on mashupsand copy rights and stuff.:
http://www.onf.ca/film/RiP_remix_manifesto
then after watching it i discuss a lil with my mom, dad in same room about it. im for girl talk to me able to mashup songs, and not ahve to pay for the copywrite. we spend a hour talking about it and dad was lecturing me saying the same old arguments adn tring to teach me that im wroung.after that sean goes to bed and he yells at him and tells him to bring down his laptop for the night and that from now on i have to keep my laptop downtairs, cuz not enough thay they turn off internet now it has to be far away -.- im super pissed at that now.... its like really? im bring treated young... like i cant stay up till when i want, i cant go on internet past after they go to bed, now ya hide laptopt downstairs-.- i wont bring it to school tmrw unless mom reminds me to cuz i told her id forget it and i want them to learn that it shud stay in my room....
so then after that i go to seans room since we came up together and im about to pull out my hair then he starts laughing cuz im funny when mad. after i cudnt take it went to take a shower and for first time really cryed in the shower.. so discored perfect palce to cry for 3 reasons! 1: u can hear me crying 2: i dont need klenex s 3: tears look like water 4: if it looks like i was crying i can say i got soap in my eyes :) after the shower i got out and starting singing and smiling to the music. then in bed just started blogging and Blanche asks me to call, so i did and she just told me something good bout her dad and startingn babling. So i find me being able to smile now even after that scary shower and be able to take care of b b4 me is how im strong! there i said it and meen it, i am kinda strong:D so thats pretty much where im at! now imma clsoe this and bring it downstaitrs-.- and read or something:) goodnight!
-Slush with Skittles Drinker-
Good for you <3 I'm glad you see it now. :)
ReplyDelete-Eka
FINALLY!
ReplyDeletethere you go everything that happened proved tha you re strong
everything from defending your brother to remembering how to smile!
I love you vanessa
-Sekoya
thanks girlies :)
ReplyDelete